Why, ohh why does someone like I
have so many feels?
I am looking forward to... God, I can't even picture it. Sometime soon, I will have a day (an entire fucking day) that I will spend alone, and I will soak up the silence. I will soak up enough silence to last the coming weeks and months. I will soak up so much silence that I will end the day screaming, just to hear noise.
It will be glorious.
I love my people. I love the people who are sucking up my time, devouring it like beasts, making me laugh and cry and feel the feels.
I think I just need to miss them a bit more. Not individually, because they're so spread out, just taking nibbles here and there, I miss them all already - but I just need a few bites of that time to squander. To toss away, frivolously.